In the last twelve months much has changed and I have come up against a whole new variety of challenges. Out of which came a great deal of confusion. In the end I have realized that this is it, this is life, quit waiting for "it" to happen. Nothing will get done unless I grab it by the throat and make it happen.
I am also giving allot of thought to my position on God and all matters related. I am not sure what has sparked my interest in this, I think it was a combination of now being an "Adult", having four people die on me, the resources to really research it, a great sparing partner, and way too much time on my hands. For the majority of my life I haven't given this area too much ponder time, when I did my thoughts on the matter were: Yes there is a God and He loves us, but once we die that's it, your light goes out and you mentally and spiritually no longer exist. I have since decided that this is not so... problem is, I no longer know what I think. So, homework time.
No matter what I am trying to get through it always comes back to doing your homework.
Growing up. Wow, I don't think I am even half way through. I feel like a six year old who does laundry and has a job instead of playing and going to school. Sometimes I don't feel old enough to be making some of the decisions that I do. I hope that doesn't change as it keeps me humble, a little cautious and quite willing to do my homework.
Through the challenges and confusion though, comes the satisfaction of being a young, independent female who loves her family and friends and has a wonderful life.
I am happy.
It is very late (early?) and I must sleep.
G'nite.
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